September 14, 2012

Hidden in silence

(First published online on August 6, 2010)

Author's Note: I found this article written in an old intermediate paper and suspected that it was one of my essays to be submitted in a writing class. I really don't remember if I submitted it although upon checking on my files, I didn't see it. It tackles a sensitive issue so I decided that I think it would be much better if I just upload it and let others judge for themselves. I also didn't edit this for the sake of preserving the immature thoughts that once lingered in my mind during the early days of my academic life.


"Minsan, ayoko na lang matulog dahil sa ganitong oras nila ako bina-baboy." This was the dramatic line of Lily (not her real name) while recounting her horrible experience of sexual harassment.


Lily, now 38 years old and a mother of four children was a victim of incest. It is a form of sexual harrasment made by person who is related to the victim either by blood or affinity. She is now married and pregnant for her fifth child but the impact produced by what her brothers had done still remains.

She was 11 years old then and the youngest among four siblings. Due to poverty, her parents became too preoccupied in business that they forgot to look after their children. She was left with her two brothers for her old sister had to move to another place to work also for them.

Being exposed to maturity, her brothers namely Bogart and Gary, 12 and 14 years old respectively made her as their sexual dummy. The two boys acting as superior to Lily didn't hesitate to trespass her. Every night, when Lily was trying to sleep, she could feel the harassment although she never stood up against them for she didn't want to create clashes among her two older siblings. She just kept all the hurtful feelings inside and until now, nobody from her family knows why she became easily intimidated with men, specially with her two brothers.

Lily was harrased but I believe that no one was to be blamed in the issue because according to Cheris Kramarae, a renowned feminist, it is the society's fault for the society where we live in is molded by the men and for the men. Lily could have spoken but she still had this notion that no one would believe her. Had it been that she knew she was already being harassed then maybe there would only be a little chance that she would speak up.

For this reason, I would like to address this problem to our government officials, if the judicial branch will still sleep and not act regarding this matter then most women will not have the guts to speak for themselves. If people can see that officials are truly doing their jobs well then everyone can be rest assured that justice will properly be served. Every official particularly the policemen must also be vigilant so that crimes such as harassment can be avoided.

The end could never justify the means and just as Abraham Lincoln said, "to sin by silence when one should protest, makes coward out of men". As for the sexual harassment victims like Lily, it is high time that they speak up for if they remain hidden behind in silence then they would carry the pain inside themselves for their lifetime.

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